All my life I have struggled with stomach problems and it sucks ! I have an extended colon kind of weird but its twice as long as everyone else's. Which means my stomach pinches off and blows up like a balloon if I eat something that upsets it or I feel nauseas all the time or my stomach is just super uncomfortable! Its really fun but about four months my stomach issues flared up 1000 times worse then ever and I battle with it every day... but I keep waking up and acting like nothings wrong and keep on keepin on I guess but its hard. I lost about 15 pounds even this round of stomach problems because sometimes it hurts my stomach to even digest things. I know super stupid right!? Anyways I gotten some things to help my stomach out a little better but im surviving I guess! To make matters worse my dream has been to travel with my husband on all his trips repairing water wells for people in need, but with all of these lovely things going on with my body I haven't been able to join him ! Its so stupid but as I get better hopefully I can go with him!
Marriage... kind of a bit nervous opening up about this because I never do but can I just say marriage is soooo stinken hard! I have been one that has defiantly struggled with it. I have been married for over a year now and I know people say first years the hardest but seriously it was very very hard we almost got a divorce through out these last four months! I hate saying that but its true and Im sure many of you don't believe it because we are best friends why the heck would we get divorced well LIFE is what happened! I have had my stomach problems come up again iv had two miscarriages we both lost our jobs at the beginning of the year and life is just hard and to deal with another person and all is just tough! We started going to a therapist and I am the first to say I am not ashamed of it! Therapists really do help I think and its helped a lot in our marriage. If any of you have any tips feel free to comment! I think what's helped us though is being honest not being so sensitive and trying to think about the other person more. My life is far from perfect and my life isn't all happy and sunflowers but here I am real as I can be. I also write things like this not just for my blog but its kind of a journal for me so sorry but not really this is me and my life. The end of my sob story ha ha it helps sometimes to just word vomit !
